Tonsillectomy Hell

I have not written anything because on Friday I had my tonsils taken out, and I am now in an emmense amount of pain, although I rarely let on to anyone that this is the case. I am trying to eat my breakfast right now, and it is making me want to cry. On top of this the pain killers they have given me are soluble and the taste of the cocodamol makes me want to slit my wrists, it is so disgusting. I have tried diluting it in squash but that has accomplished nothing but put me off that flavour of squash. You will have to excuse me because as I am typing this I can feel the pain meds kicking in and things going a bit funny. I suppose I will have to finish this post later.